Sometimes. I scare even myself. I am not as prepared as I think I am. THere are things waiting for me. Waiting to get me. They are hanging above my head. I can feel them. But I cannot see them. I think everyone else can see them though. They are all preparing. I am not. I would, If only i knew what I was supposed to prepare for. Do you know? Do you really? *sigh* no. Does anyone know? So much uncertainty. I mean. Was life ALWAYS this uncertain? What makes things uncertain? Obviously. The lack of certain-itude. But... AHHHH! I want to scream and just cry and its... it stress and it makes me ask questions and i don'tw atn to ask them NO. i know the answers i know them and then then then the questions come again but i've already answered the QUESTION FUCK THE SHUT UP I"M NUT BSDFLKANSDDGLKBSDALKSDFNKLA;NSDFLKASJDFLKNASFKNADSFLKAFJLRLEIUAQ;WJNDO87328 calm. now. it is a multiple choice test with 1 answer anda million questions and then... you're only supposed to use that answer 999,999 times. not a million. and there is ONE thing not answerd but that question's blank so you're never goig to know what you answered wrong... and i can't take it. it is just the stress. everything is comeing at me. and i'm not prepared. because i don't know it's coming at me. help?

"Everyone has demons. Not all can be vanquished with a sword."

-CR