So you thought ti would be different.
Once burned now twice. makes me so frusterated sometimes there is just so much that i can't deal wiht anyof it. So many questions now left not answered. Now it's myturn i'm sorry i swear I don't know I can't deal it's all spinning away from my grasp. a train went by and an ran to go catch it, maybe a chance to lay down in its path. i don'tw ant this life anymore I can't deal. finals weeks away and hair falling out, i can't stand up. Scream no. make it all go away. make it all disappear. it's alla mistake, not but it can't be see this is what I mean, I'm so fucking confused i dont' know what i mean. this time was supposed to be different this was supposed to be a new age a new dawning but then it happens again, and leaves me so
hurt i don't feel anything anymore. i can't take it no more. no. no no no no non no non no non ono nono no no no no leave it allllllll. its all my fault i'm a fucking idiot i'm stuck in the past i know it was said and so do you all, can't take it I want to just SCREAM but i can't. and now i have to just deal but i can't don't you see that I can't deal with it all cant cant cant cant. i have to breathe and come up for air dont' get off the ground ground grounded be grounded. i'm not going anywhere, that much shoul dbe clear, but how the hell am I supposed to believe that? HOW, when you don't believe it yourself you all know i am going to fail, die in a pool of blood, i can't i cant no BREATHE but I can't and the voices they come back begging it to end and they scream at me from the tops of their lungs I'm a slacker but i tried so hard but it doesn't matter they all hate me anyways there is nothing for me or so it seems how am i supposed to feel in a situation like that I can't no no no i can't and it is over for me here I can't do it anymore oh but of couse you can now another voice chimes in it's the voice of hope, that little bitch never shuts up, there is always some ray of hope, always one, and he keeps me from the train at night, and he is responsible for the greatest dissappointments in life, why do i still listen, he they are all saying the same thing now and i odn't know which to listen to.
you.
Once burned now twice. makes me so frusterated sometimes there is just so much that i can't deal wiht anyof it. So many questions now left not answered. Now it's myturn i'm sorry i swear I don't know I can't deal it's all spinning away from my grasp. a train went by and an ran to go catch it, maybe a chance to lay down in its path. i don'tw ant this life anymore I can't deal. finals weeks away and hair falling out, i can't stand up. Scream no. make it all go away. make it all disappear. it's alla mistake, not but it can't be see this is what I mean, I'm so fucking confused i dont' know what i mean. this time was supposed to be different this was supposed to be a new age a new dawning but then it happens again, and leaves me so
hurt i don't feel anything anymore. i can't take it no more. no. no no no no non no non no non ono nono no no no no leave it allllllll. its all my fault i'm a fucking idiot i'm stuck in the past i know it was said and so do you all, can't take it I want to just SCREAM but i can't. and now i have to just deal but i can't don't you see that I can't deal with it all cant cant cant cant. i have to breathe and come up for air dont' get off the ground ground grounded be grounded. i'm not going anywhere, that much shoul dbe clear, but how the hell am I supposed to believe that? HOW, when you don't believe it yourself you all know i am going to fail, die in a pool of blood, i can't i cant no BREATHE but I can't and the voices they come back begging it to end and they scream at me from the tops of their lungs I'm a slacker but i tried so hard but it doesn't matter they all hate me anyways there is nothing for me or so it seems how am i supposed to feel in a situation like that I can't no no no i can't and it is over for me here I can't do it anymore oh but of couse you can now another voice chimes in it's the voice of hope, that little bitch never shuts up, there is always some ray of hope, always one, and he keeps me from the train at night, and he is responsible for the greatest dissappointments in life, why do i still listen, he they are all saying the same thing now and i odn't know which to listen to.
you.
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