Tuesday, October 28, 2003

**BREATHE**

Keep your headin the game sohn. You've survived before. You'll do it again. No matter what. You serve a purpose. Even if only to be a warning to others. That is your purpose. You have to live for them then. And SHUTUP. did you EVER once think about how that would affect others you selfish sonuvabitch? Too busy thinking about your own worthless self to realize that such action would decimate those that you most care about? God i"m a fucking idiot sometimes. There are at least a thousand people dying every day from cancer. Do you think that they wouldn't like to switch places with you right now? Do you think that they wouldn't switch places with you in a HEARTBEAT? Okay then shut the fuck up because you can't give up. no you can't ever give up. never. ever. EVER! you hear me you selfish little brat? fucking suck it up and DEAL with it. never give up. never give up. never give up ever. EVER! Hold onto your hope. don't let it go! You can't let it go. you need her. you know she is there for you. you know she will never abandon you. she will pick you when you are broken and glue you back together with a hug you need to remember that. A girl who can talk with her Eyes. how can she be so strong? so forgiving? so everything. when... I am nothing. I don't understand. She still believes in me. I dont' know why. Especially now. I don't know why. I can't know why she just does thank you so much for not giving up on me. If you don't give up I know I cannot. Never give up. Never. Ever.

"It is not the critic who counts: not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles or where the doer of deeds could have done better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly, who errs and comes up short again and again, because there is no effort without error or shortcoming, but who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions, who spends himself for a worthy cause; who, at the best, knows, in the end, the triumph of high achievement, and who, at the worst, if he fails, at least he fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who knew neither victory nor defeat."
--Teddy Roosevelt
Citizenship in a Republic


-CR

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