Went to bed at 9:00. Lay in bed for hour and a half. Mind still going a mile a second. Need to get it to calm down, rest somehow. But can't. Audible sigh at this point. I am scared shitless, but at the same time, kind of giddy. the Girl that Sounds like the ocean has a plan. I suppose, we wait and see now don't we... though I hate waiting. Has to be done, I cannot rush, I cannot... hell I don't know. I don't even know what I CAN do... much less should. Ah yes, the pungant smell of ineptitude... No closer.

-CR