[insert self-pitying depreciating comment here summary follows: i am destined to be alone and no one will ever love me. blah dah blah dah blah... She is more beautiful than ever blah dah blah dah blah... oh poor me... blah ... i think i'll go hurl myself over a high cliff with sharp pointy things at the bottom.]

yup. that should about cover it. same feelings as always, though i think i am numb to it now... not worth repeating myself now is it. i'm worthless. i quit.

"A person cannot do right in one department whilst attempting to do wrong in another department. Life is one indivisible whole."
-Mahatma Gandhi

-CR